Wednesday
Sun in 15 degrees Taurus, Whitsunday, Beltane
Identity: 10 Swords
People see me and/or I see myself as someone who is very ideological. I think what others tell me to think. I don’t think that’s true, but I definitely have set positions on some things. Oh, I get it. I’ve kind of recently made a commitment to atheism. Maybe I’m becoming too hard line and should be more open to other ideas. But really, it’s been kind of freeing. But I don’t have to be the same kind of atheist as others are.
Relationships: Wheel
They’re changing. Nothing’s set yet. I see this as the relationship to my DIL-to-be and her family. I don’t know them yet, but I will be getting to as the wedding comes closer!
Background: Stars
This is an important axis, with two majors. My background is that I was blessed with a good family and a happy childhood. The longer I live, the more I see people really messed up by their parents and family and childhood. Such a shame. I mean, you don’t have to be a perfect parent. I certainly wasn’t, but geez, just try to be nice to innocent children! Not a very high bar! So I have a background in basic sanity and grounding in reality that others might not have, through no fault of their own.
Goals: Justice
So it probably would be good to have a goal of seeking justice for those poor people and other people who don’t have it so easy as I do. Because of the political situation, I think I can move on from horror and hiding in fear to it being possible to do something that will actually help people.
Health and wealth: Page of Swords
I still “cutting” weight! And I’m still a beginner in knowing where to stop losing, and in maintaining once I get to where I want to be. But I’m in learning mode. It will come to me!
Emotions: 9 Cups
I’m still in a place of learning about and taking care of my own feelings. But I’m in a good place, and I feel strong and calm.
Thoughts: Knight of Coins
I’m putting my mind to work and practical solutions. I also need to be thinking about doing something different with my finances.
Actions and energy: 8 Cups
Yes, I’ve been thinking about how I feel about many things. And changes that can be made. Now to decide on something and do it!
Now timing:
Now I’m definitely concentrating on my health and how it’s still all kind of new to me, still.
On my birthday, I’ll feel blessed and happy.
Late summer, I’ll be back to working on real changes that I can make.
And in the fall, we’ll go back to work, which will take lots of adjustment!
By Halloween, I’ll again feel content and happy.
At Christmas, things will be on an even keel, and I’ll be thinking about the larger world again.
In February, I’ll finally get around to dealing with my finances!
About this time next year, I’ll be toeing some party line, for good or ill.
Interesting reading, and fun to check in 8 times a year to get a glimpse of the year ahead. Happy Beltane, all!
